Hypocritical kink stacker

I can’t really talk about this stuff on bluskeii but I’ll just ramble here. I had a conversation a long time ago about why I started to dislike the porn art coming out of the previous fandoms for which I have been a member. (furry, Anime)
“fetish stacking” as I had discussed with others, became officially known as “co-morbidities”. These Co-Morbidities are what ruined my desire as a porn artist to be associated with other porn artists. 
Now, what do you do when porn is your drug, your dopamine hit? Where you’re in this place after many years, and you need stronger and stronger hits, weirder, more novel stuff to get the same neurological responses?
 I think that is what happened to a lot of people. Regular porn stopped being nearly as interesting, and the primary fetish also stoped being as interesting. Folks start stacking 2,3,4,5 sub fetishes on top of their primary ones, till the art looked bat shit insane. That art then, no matter how good it is, cant be used as regular porn for anyone other than the folks who also have these exact checkmarks. 
I understand that, considering how long it takes to do any kind of art well enough, that these people have earned the right to their interpretations. If I bitched directly to them asking to change things, id look like a greedy asshole with 700 pizzas, pissed that I cant have this other guy’s pizza. 
A lot of art just isn’t for us. Its for the artist. Just like my own machine porn was never meant to be porn for anyone other than myself and very rare specific people. The mechaphillia thing also runs on a spectrum:

(Anything less then a 3 or a 4 is non committal)

Im also a filthy fetish stacker though, I am not immune to the same criticisms I gave others. I do deal with a boat load of crazy DM’s tho. Folks trying to connect with me based on perceived like-minded attraction. I tore my hair out trying to figure out why I was attracting certain people to my DMs when the art they consumed had no real sexual similarities to what I was trying to communicate. I actually wish people wouldn’t use “Dire_Machine” as an e621 tag when they have no idea what Dires are. 

why was Hyper Obesity, showing up in my timeline? “Oh shit, is this because one party usually outweighs the other tenfold?” (Right but thats because they are tanks and airplanes. This doesn’t have anything to do with fat people.) 

It hit me to identify all of my sub-kinks that erroneously attract the wrong people, and maybe that would explain the mismatch. 

Mechaphillia/Teratophillia are my Primary. Some 50/5o triple-washed salad mix of monster machines. And this goes back to that chart above about the many shades of machine attraction and their different focuses. “Focus and subtext are king” here. Some folks said it was “scary” just how detailed the machine pictures were. That it was at the very least, a High-effort troll job. I only give these machines the exact same effort the common man gives when rendering a pair of tits. It’s detailed as fuck- because we love everything about them. The art celebrates them, and you can see this emphasis based on the amount of time spent in certain places (or lack of time spent). 

Sub-kink: Hurt/Comfort. This is a kink you mostly only find in fan fiction, and that’s because its harder to depict without huge context. Its the idea you can use sex to heal physical or mental wounds. Some will argue that its not about the sex at all, but in the context of corrupting alien machines, its literally about healing gun shot wounds with nookie. The healing comes from nanomachines. One of the perks of banging a fighter jet that talks. 

Sub-kink: Size difference. Not to be confused with macro fetishization, It tickles me when one party member is much bigger than the other. A “Gentle-giant” be it boy or girl, is much appreciated. I wanna be bear hugged. I wanna be overtaken like a fat mother hen engulfing her chicks to keep them warm.  

Sub-kink: Interspecies. This one is a must. One party needs to be a human. The other party needs to be not human. Alien x man, Dragon x woman, Greater eldritch monster x human, is infinitely better then two people banging. Or two machines banging. All I gotta do is check the Harkness test for legal combos. 

Sub-Kink: Physical/Neurological Corruption. This one is a story only kinda kink. Because physical corruption is pretty serious, and for some people it’s actually terrifying. There probably is some kind of conceptual body horror focus behind this, because it existed in my Edenworld comic too. At least my reasoning for the Grey limbs, the G. Neuron stuff is that, if you are willing to let this happen to you, it’s a kind of serious dedication to the monster. It’s allowing the vampire to bite you, the Lycanthropy to take hold of you.

This is a much lighter version of TF (transformation) kink where people completely transform into other things. I don’t want people transforming completely into other things, because it’s important that one person stays human no matter what to stay grounded in reality. 

all this bullshit Aside, id be a hypocrite for ripping on people’s kinks when mine are just as weird. I just don’t wanna see other peoples kinks on my SFW blog. 

What strange nasty kinks do you guys have if you found this art? Let me know in comments if you have thoughts adjacent, or if you just like the emotional aspect of it. 

PS. RIP Akira Toriyama, DBZ and Chrono Trigger were big parts of my childhood and you will be missed. 

 

 

To the r/NCD folks:

Their are currently two people, one named Cathode, and one named Gadenkarensky, they spam your military reddit weekly with my porn. I think they do this in part because I never advertise, or show this stuff outside of small circles. It’s understandable that you probably just want to have a choice in whether or not your feed has disturbing shit in it or not. For that, I am sorry. I didn’t know that this had been going on for as long as it did. These guys really like my work and the shock value does bring people to my doors. 

If you are indeed shocked, and are wondering what’s up, consider the plane sex to be a form of robot porn like Transformers ect, (it’s basically porn for Aesexuals with a mostly SFW comic to explain part of the Lore that goes with.) Know that I do not advocate for anyone actually going out and having sex with their cars, or anything along the same lines. 

I made this stuff because I’m crazy. I have a specific mix of monster, and mechaphillia fetish. I enjoy the aesthetic of military war machines. The kind of powerful, Dangerous equipment that evokes that same feeling of “Mecha” you get from an Armored Core game. 

Why do the machines have anime eyes? Probably the same reason why you folks might call a generic anime girl wearing a Pakfa backpack an “Airplane”.. Aesthetics maybe. But In the end all of this stuff is kinda stupid. 

Anyway If you are here, welcome. Tell a friend.


 

 

Different optics/Colony warped nose cone.

I was doodling a bunch of random things from my mind over the weekend. I just couldn’t quit the plane thing. I’m too weak. (breaks are good though)

BTW i find everything on this page to be quite nice. Sentient f-14 Tomcat (and sometimes [prince tomcat the f-14]) monstrous cuddles. Multy-eye drone cockpit shape inspired by ace combat Coffin system. Just a cute monster plane dude.

For trusty, Pantsir. For myself? Rain painting

And also Armordons from my old Edenworldsaga comic. They were the mounts of panchun’s people. The place the humans lived- was an uneven forest of trees and crystal in the landscape. These, sort of Squirrel, rhino, armadillos – they are the mounts for the Royal defenders (Eldritch knight folks). They defend against the Jotun. Giant machine folk born of the earth itself. Loved it.

The truck is part of a mobile turret AA combo. Pantsir S1, and the Tunguska turret. The lil’ kitty guy is trusty- a robot cat person.

Also, I did a study of a random rain photo from the internet. I wanted to paint rain- but its more a statement of wanting to feel “cold”. feel wet, drowsy,  ect. I stayed away from color picking and jumped right in. (the real photo is on the right)